semester break !

hye guys.. what's up? anything interesting happens today?
emmm.. i feel bloody bored today.. donno what to do...
yeahhh.. this week is my semester break.. its about 10 days :) not like other people, they get almost one month sem break compared to me,, hemm...
it sounds good right? holiday... but i feel bored very much ! donno why.. :'( emm
i just arrived my hometown yesterdayy.. then, mum and dad told me that my great grandmother was in the hospital.. so, we go there..
until now, i don't have any specific thing to do to spent all my holiday time..
i can imagine that it will be the same as the time after my spm holiday... freaky bored !! haha
my parent will asked me to wake up early in the morning, wash the clothe, cook, and it will be my daily routine for this weekk ! arrrrhhhhhhh!
i want something different..
but now, everything is change.. i hate it ..
maybe, i feel bored because i can't get you anymore..
i want your attention.. i want you to care of me like before..
yesss! i eager to get your love and attention..
but now, i'm tired,
i'm not tired to love him but i'm tired to get his love and attention..
he make me smile and happy everyday..
i miss that moment very muchh.. i miss him badly..
i miss to spent time with him,, watching the movie together.. had a great time with himm..
but now, everything is gone.. i don't know either i can face it or not..
yeahh, he still with me.. he still accompany me.. but not like before..
the time that i can feel that our love is strong..
he loves me more than everything.. he loves me no matter happens..
i'm still asking, why this happen to me? what my faults?
i can only pray the best for us.. i want him
no matter happen, i will be with him..
i still remember that he ask me to wait for himm.. yeahhh
In Shaa Allah , i will..
that's all for this time
_shera_ :)